【遨游集】21:夜已央(1 / 1)
回忆频频扰
神魔沽傲
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2021-03-13
独立于自己的天地之间,自己便是整个世界了,让自己从心灵的蜗居中敞亮地走出,把喧嚷嘈杂的世间当成背景,去领略这自然的美妙,去幻化成月光一缕,融入这空旷却盎然的场景,让时间从容地划过自己的指间,走过自己的心境,留下年华的辙印,走出这一眼无尽的空朦。都道当时是寻常,却不知人生只如初见,待到缘起缘灭,人生难再还复来,又怎奈何,红尘间,生活事,纵是无情,纵是多情,却也枉然,只得怀念。是一往直前、轻狂谄媚,还是暮然回首、时常念想,却也只是个选择,何必刻意执著——开心时逢人就笑,想哭时漆夜泣泪,逍遥时自在如风,郁结时面向窗外,听一夜生命的悸动,人生如流水,匆匆而来,转瞬即逝,何不真诚以对,随心一点,纵然只是伤悲,但这却是我活过的见证,也是我不曾去珍惜的烙印,更是一场无可替代的意外。——序
夜昏黑带走谁的眠,独留着苏醒与思念
窗外的世界静悄悄,窗内的场景也太安静,但奈何偏执如我,思念泛泛,空来一场感慨。我多想许岁月静好,留一世情话。可岁月悠悠,转眼间便溜走,成了流年。一念将起,一念已失,思念成怀念,恍如昨日,似薄雾缥缈。月儿不解说我愁,风儿不解知我情,黯然饮着这一时悲伤,却渐渐更迭满目凄凉,怀念起了过往。想当初,到如今,不过匆匆来过,而这些痕迹,也被流年轻易间抹了个通透,还在么,但还在,一直存在,就在那银光泛泛却满是欣喜着的水泊中,就在那埋藏纯真却时刻守候着的树荫下,就在那无人采撷却满是身影的谷荻丛里。可景色依旧,而人已不成双,奈何触景后生情渐成殇,幸福的时光太短暂,也太让人嗟叹,使人怀念,却无人能知晓命运的境地。当初倔强的少年嚷嚷着要永不说再见,如今却在心底轻吟起了感叹,好似幡然醒悟,恐怕是再无缘了吧!
缘来缘去缘如水,醉眼看花花也醉
"多情自古空余恨,好梦由来最易醒。岂是拈花难解脱,可怜飞絮太飘零。"美好的一切总是会悄然溜走,让人难以寻回。是人从未珍惜过,还是情思已尽再无缘,个人的独角戏再美妙,也不如给心爱的人配个角色,纵然是成魔成仙成痴还是成瘾,又是何妨呢,只是梦终究要醒,美梦也不例外,这一切也终究只是个遗憾。"墙外行人,墙里佳人笑。笑渐不闻声渐悄,多情却被无情恼。"回忆太美,也太伤人,当时光渐渐远去,再回首往事时,那些曾深深留恋着的,也都成了云烟,飘散。故事有终结,而人生有离别,都不过是场邂逅。愁到深处自无愁,只是化作有形伤。多情的,无情的,有人繁忧,有人欣喜,都只是缘深情浅罢了,可这却才是人生,而不是那杜撰的童话。只要活着,就会失去。要想追寻,就在失去,人生处处是失去,一不小心,就会一无所有。也许疲惫了,心倦了,或是不想在这红尘间沉浮,都在寻找那处能存放自己情怀的乐园,这是家么,还终究只是场落空。
寻得一处有缘,觅得一方淡然
虽没有把酒临风,也没有对月小酌,更没有醉眼朦胧,却在这繁华的世间寻得一处有缘,觅得一方淡然,这比一切世间事都令人心动,也使人去珍藏。派一种情丝去与大地来往,遣一种恬淡去与流云交融,携一种缄默去与小草对话,带一种温馨去与蟪蛄共觅。肃清洒洒坦坦荡荡,这并非自作多情,而是在这份安静中寻得了一丝空灵。多美妙啊,触摸生命却不伤害生命,身在倥偬却不惊动空朦,留恋美好却不打扰美好,让目光徘徊于尘世,这并不说明人还清醒,让思绪流浪于纷乱的利欲,这并不证实人本精明。将大片纷至沓来的嘈杂与繁华暂拒门外,冷嘲与热讽便不会打扰这难得的幽美,不要害怕夏日的火热,也不要畏惧冬日的严寒,该走的一定会走、行色匆匆,该来的一定会来、林林总总。只是,还期待着你的拥抱,也许这机会太渺小。可发觉,命运捉弄,人情冷暖,从此落得鬓白红颜殁,奈何痴心一片终成了妄想,太匆匆!
时光太匆匆,转眼已多年
须臾与霎时,却逃不过弹指一挥间,是时光太匆匆,还是人不懂珍惜。那些悠曳鸣蝉,那些徜徉游鱼,那些翱翔飞鸟,还有这些清风明月,都似曾相识,仿佛故人般,只不过,这些却是我的即视感,原来,一切如青烟飘渺,似朝云飞散,都已改变,都已不在。想当初一起走过羞涩,走过幼稚,走过烂漫,走过青春,却走成了回忆。如今,想念,思念,怀念,我成了黑夜之鬼,岁月的仆人,却不再介怀,只因时光会使我平静,使我认命,也使我荒芜。可是,我错了,从开始就错了,慢慢的发现,最匆匆的,不是时光,而是人心。时光再匆匆,也抵不过人心转瞬的忘记与冷漠,更抵不过去好好的珍惜。只不过,人心迷茫,等落得天各一方、从此陌路时,才想起了对方的美好,想到了要去好好珍惜,奈何故人早已幸福,这一切终添个遗憾,从此只得梦中见,可叹人心的匆匆。我们从虚空中来,每个人都抱着善与恶,有人升入天堂,有人坠入地狱,在这无边的业火中,我想起了你,想起了从前,我们曾经离得那么近。
后记:若说是情深缘浅,又怎奈缘深情迁。故事不改已寻常,从此便知相见难。
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