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【随笔】44:美梦易做,好梦难圆(1 / 2)

&#12288;&#12288;导语:美梦易做,好梦难圆。忆往昔峥嵘岁月稠,看今朝旖旎风光秀。可,允谁与谁听谁目谁情谁恨谁悠悠岁月,不过徒生一两场感慨,这般若的结果又如何信誓旦旦,又与谁和衣而眠,言之凿凿,终究只是单人心房的陈迹,潜入幽暗的旮旯角,永被封印……</p>

&#12288;&#12288;——(友寻寻)——</p>

&#12288;&#12288;重聚一场熟悉,扫除一地空寂,拾起一眼陆离,</p>

&#12288;&#12288;这无根的逶迤,任他无边无际,那无垠的追忆,</p>

&#12288;&#12288;早已斗转星移。想想昨日小酌,在观今时薄说,</p>

&#12288;&#12288;恍如云花朵朵,亦如几番朝落。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;岁月镌刻容颜,人心随之冷暖,</p>

&#12288;&#12288;若非真情一片,怎来去日偷闲。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;OS:纪念于老多年老多年没见过的高中同学。今日重逢,没有太多寒暄,没有太多时间,仅仅是一场吃喝,但他说我变胖了,我却言他消瘦了,熟悉的桥段,不改的深情。减法的人生,愈来愈少的知己,这荏苒的人生所为何物,也许就是等待重逢,珍惜当下!</p>

&#12288;&#12288;——(月下行)——</p>

&#12288;&#12288;雪后初霁的霄汉上,掇弄着一轮皎皎月,这月光如水似潮,在这泛起的鳞鳞处却更生出一番美感,使人驻足,把人心忘的统统勾起,只剩下一个真实的人,只留下一片洁白的场景。虽然这雪已有残缺早就消融,轻易地使人徒生感慨,但在今宵这诡秘的相思的时间里,地上斑驳的树上悬挂的人心头藏着的梦花开得更洁白更娇艳,也愈发灵动。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;此时此刻,这天地恍如只剩下一色,白的是谁银的是谁,已没有分清的必要。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;即使来日要挥手佯装自己的洒脱,即使去日要低语呢喃自己才懂的落寞,即使这行在路上的旅程即将终结,却也足矣!</p>

&#12288;&#12288;谁的人生不是千疮百孔,受尽各种沧桑,爱恨离别,但只要当下是快乐的,那这一生便是幸福,当下即永远。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;虽然人走走停停,在这淙淙岁月中不知遇到过多少人经历了多少场景,虽然有时只是当个配角演绎着别人的故事,而事后不久就会被轻易抛开,相忘于这匆碌的江湖。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;但是啊,只要能为这场际缘带来过欢声笑语,只要能守护过他们的微笑,只要能不期而遇,相识命中注定好的一切,便是这个人最伟大的诗作!</p>

&#12288;&#12288;——(忽梦醒)——</p>

&#12288;&#12288;梦里戏外,今宵昨夜,匆匆流年,俦侣与谁相伴</p>

&#12288;&#12288;今宵酣梦处,相思催人醒。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;醒后长惭愧,亦恐两鬓霜。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;都在加油做最好的自己,都在做自己想做的那个人。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;可是啊,要是不知道自己想做什么样的人该怎么办迷茫使人困惑啊......</p>

&#12288;&#12288;——(在回感)——</p>

&#12288;&#12288;窗外深寒,锁着这世间的落寞。一个人、两个人,都逃不脱这命运的征程。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;想念梨花的白幽,仿佛看到了桃李争妍,又似乎一览满院的樱香,听闻悠曳的蝉鸣,欣赏着碧海星辰,偶然拾起一片片怀揣过往的树叶,会不会怀念着,又会不会心头窃喜、想起了那个秋天,抑或黯然,兀的端起一两滴祭奠青春的泪花。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;只可惜,这一切的一切都是梦的罗绮,再见之时已破旧衰败。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;而那些未曾变化的熟悉,在年复一年、日复一日之后,亦慢慢消散了无痕迹。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;乾乾闻微语,坤坤可羡情。往事俱已去,罗梦一场轻。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;如今,又来一年冬时日,又来一季苦冽风,和友人漫步于铺满悬铃树叶的行道上,愈感觉到感觉变得&quot;奇怪&quot;了,以前觉得很快乐的事情现在也不再快乐,以前觉得很悲苦的事情现在也不再悲苦,快乐、伤感,这两个龃龉不合的情绪在这个年纪好像没法理开了。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;可说到底,这都是生活给我的一种反馈,活着的色彩,即使这色彩是晦暗的,即使这色彩是通明的,都是我有态度的在活着。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;——(奈何人)——</p>

&#12288;&#12288;望穿忘川一船,船去人也不见。前世种种留恋,就此魂断忘川。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;船来船去,三涂川前恩怨断。纵有千愁万缕的百感,也终渐行渐远,留在这忘川。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;奈何桥上叹奈何,奈何身前终如空。来生难续今世缘,一步两步不想忘。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;千年的回眸,百年的约定,这一世的夫妻情缘,开始于斯,恩断于此。奈何前世的离别,奈何今生的相见,无奈来世的忘却。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;问世间情为何物,直教人生死相许;</p>

&#12288;&#12288;金风玉露一相逢,便胜却人间无数;</p>

&#12288;&#12288;两情若是长久时,又岂在朝朝暮暮;</p>

&#12288;&#12288;不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有;</p>

&#12288;&#12288;百回过锦人间戏,騃女痴男总未真。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;爱、情两物真使人困惑啊!</p>

&#12288;&#12288;这世间大多数爱情总是来去匆匆虚情假意,并不是每一份心意都有好的归宿,也并不是每一场美梦都能成真,生活让人无奈,可这却是生活,因为它从不是完美主义。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;——(原是爱)——</p>

&#12288;&#12288;思念惆怅夜,清酒醉红颜,谁人可忘却,浮华那流年。</p>

&#12288;&#12288;一缕幽梦,情海伤缘,离别辜负流年,人别后爱亦去,寻觅不着的踪迹,未曾消散的回忆,记忆依稀,一朝情梦,寒晨汐雨,红尘终无言,只是徒然了那些曾经。</p>

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